insecurities

sesungguhnya realiti itu tidak indah;

we all have them.

don't we?

well i know i do, and i know that if i don't erase them they'll lead to a fall out which is something that i really don't want at the moment.

so what do we do when we have these insecurities that creep into our heart and whisper all kinds of dark fears?

do we block them out and fake ourselves that they aren't true, when actually you know in some weird and twisted way it does bring some sense and the probability of occurring is fairly high and when it does happen you feel stupid for not trusting your early insecure feelings.

or do trust these insecure feelings, do what they tell us to do to avoid being hurt in the near future but then when you think back of what you just did you live in full regret.

sounds like Taylor's back to December.

but regardless, we will always have these insecurities.

so might as well learn to adapt with them.

or in other words

learn to live with the decisions you make.

and tell yourself that every decision you have made

is the best decision that could have been made.

in Islam, there is no 'what if' or 'if'

there is only is.

and whatever is happening in your lives right now,was meant to happen.

sometimes i wish i can believe in the things i write