Runaway

sesungguhnya realiti itu tidak indah;

i trusted you

as you hoisted me above the sky

peacefully waiting among the stars

away from these hurting scars

yet i fall through your clouds

that promised to soften my fall

as thin as air

i pass right through

and there is no running 

there is only waiting

waiting for the time to pass

waiting to feel the ground

break my bones and shatter my dreams

for now i am still in free fall

and just for a moment

i keep asking myself

why i let you lift me up in the first place