little steps

sesungguhnya realiti itu tidak indah;

i get a lil bit bigger but then i admit
i'm just the same as i was
why don't you understand
i'm never changing who i am


The saying goes 
'rather be hated for who i am than loved for who i am not'

but its hard when the people you care about are the ones that can't accept you for who you are.

the friends that i have come to made are simply lovely.
the nicest people that i could have ever come to known.

people that i know He granted to me as shining bright angels.

i wish be with these angels, but i'm afraid that  still have a long way to go.

i am yet to see what you see.
feel how you feel.

i have things that i am not ready to leave behind.




things i can't leave behind.




but i want you to know, that i do treasure everything that i've learnt, but i guess i'm just scared that you won't be able to accept me for who i really am. 



i'll get there someday.
hopefully in time.













for now, i just hope you'll try and understand

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