get a grip on life;

sesungguhnya realiti itu tidak indah;

i need to get a grip on life.
my house is mess.

i can't seem to leave my bed.







WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRGHHHHH


and it's making me so angry.
why can't i function in Winter?


i hate the cold. 



have been missing so many classes.
bet my senseis hate the guts out of me.




this is not how i'm supposed to be.

i am an INFP.

(it's a personality test thing)


and most of the greatest writers are INFP.


so why am i just stuck on my bed most of the time.
i need to get up.

get up!


as written in the al-Quran 

 'O you who have wrapped up in your garments! Rise to pray in the night except a little'

(73:1)









rise azalia, rise.