jakuten

sesungguhnya realiti itu tidak indah;

as far as the saying goes, we are all geniuses.
but if you were to judge a fish on the way it climbs a tree, then it would forever think it was dumb.


we have our potentials.
and we have our weaknesses.
and it's more important to focus on our potentials.


i don't know what my potential is.
i am tired of comparing my self to other people.
(i know we shouldn't do it in the first place)
but it's just a human thing to do.
these insecurities.


i can draw.
but not well enough to be an artist.


i can play a few notes.
but not well enough to become famous.


i am good in English.
but not good enough to become a teacher.


i can cook.
but not good enough to become chef.




i keep trying to find something that i CAN be.
but it doesn't seem to exist. there is always that's little something that is just never enough with me. 


i am clingy.
i am annoying.
i am childish.


i run in circles making the same mistakes.
i find excuses to run away.


i am too hopeful sometimes.
i don't think before i act and just jump.


i just want to belong.
i just want to belong.


































i just want to belong.