not like the movies

sesungguhnya realiti itu tidak indah;

Finished a marathon of watching sad love stories.


why?


i don't know.


but it comforts me.
knowing things like that happen.


but then again it's the movies.


and nothing really happens like the movies.




















oh shut up.


this isn't freaking Hollywood.


this is Japan.


You are just that ordinary alien-looking girl in a hijab.




sitting alone and staring into deep space.
thinking about things that you don't even have assurance of occuring.




and you know you shouldn't, but your already having your
happy self made stories that make you giggle alone.


and then you realize 


that it's so far.
and the chance of it crushing it seconds it possible.




in movies, it's just a year in 2 hours.




























If only i could make 8 years go by in 2 hours