emotions

sesungguhnya realiti itu tidak indah;

we don't need a reason to feel the way we do. 
sometimes the feeling just exists without any logical explanation.


and that is when it is so hard to talk to people. 


usual responses would be 


'why should you feel that way?'
'there doesn't seem like there's anything wrong to me'
'your over-reacting'


probably going to think i'm some kind of drama queen.


but i'm not. 


must i really have a reason to feel these emotions?


and when people ask


'what's wrong'


it's not that i don't want to tell them what's wrong.


it's just that 


I DON'T KNOW WHAT IS WRONG




i feel the way i feel. 






and that's just how emotions work. 


































it's just emotions taking me over